I know I said I would take a break. That I would post when I am better. But I can’t do that. Something is tugging at my heart to post even more when I am in struggle. This is about honesty. I should be honest. I should be open. I should be real. I wish hiding wasn’t so easy. I shouldn’t hide and suffer in silence.

I can’t fully express all that is troubling me. I can only say people are hurting me, with or without them being aware. I’m in a lot of pain because of it. Mentally. Emotionally. Physically. My questions as to why these things are happening are not answered. Maybe in a couple years I’ll see why this is my struggle. 

All I know is that right now, I need to cling to my God more than ever. I am in prayer. I pray for you all to be at peace no matter what struggle you face. I pray you all have strength to endure your struggles. Please continue to pray for me…