I’m taking a break from the internet. I’m not doing too well as of right now. I’m kind of stuck in a situation where I’m being abused. I’m trying to get better. If this is pruning, so be it. Unfortunately, I can’t post all the stuff I would have liked to. I promise when I […]
Author: Amy
I Am.
He is the great I AM.He is everything and anything I need Him to be.He is my Healer. My Doctor. My Medicine.He is my Comforter. He calms my storms, my wars.He is my Rock. My strength when I am weak.He is my Savior. He saved me from the fire, from death, from sin.He is my Redeemer. […]
He Loves Me.
As someone having faith in God, I can say life isn’t always sunshine and rainbows. Following Him doesn’t mean I am always going to have an easy life. In fact, I feel like it gets harder. Faith gets tested. There have been moments where I’ve strayed away from the path God intended me to walk, […]
See You Next Year, October.
October is now at an end. I can definitely say I had some very nice moments that include reconnecting with old friends, gaining a new passion for my future career in optometry, and having breakfast at 5 pm with my best friend. But I’ve also had some very bad ones… I have cried so much […]
October; The Poem
Autumn,also know as fall.Fall,Leaves change.Three months:September, October, November. September,Harsh winds.The start. October,Pruning agony.Drying up.Browning.Falling.Crushing under the soles of giants. November,Cleansing begins.Winter is coming.Time to be made new. Come springtime,you’ll be green once more.Bright.Beautiful. Prune. Grow.
Forgiveness Is Everything; The Trilogy.
The first time I talked about forgiveness was when I learned about asking for it. The second time was when I learned how to forgive others. This third time around is me learning how to forgive myself. I have hurt myself time and time again. That’s is not fair. I am precious and don’t deserve to be […]
Black Orchid; A Poem
You’re a black orchid.Black orchids are rare.Therefore, so are you.But you are a specific type.You are a Kiwi Midnight Cymbidium.Black, with a touch of green.Light green. You are light.You need light.You need water.You need all the right nutrients.Joy, peace, hope, faith, trust, and love.You need to grow.But just as much as you need to grow,You […]
Hiding.
“Do not tell everyone your story. You will only end up feeling more rejected. People cannot give you what you long for in your heart. The more you expect from people’s response to your experience of abandonment, the more you will feel exposed to ridicule.” – Henri J.M. Nouwen I hate this quote for multiple […]
Sex, Love, But No Drugs; The Poem.
This is for the girl who thought true love was found in the first boy that returned the affection.This is for the girl who thought true love was found in the first boy to buy her fancy things.This is for the girl who thought true love was found in the first boy to write her […]
Sex, Love, But No Drugs.
I think it’s a little time for honesty if I want to be anywhere near to recovering and absolutely ready for the man I am supposed spend the rest of my life with. So this is it. A story about sex, love, but not drugs unless you think love is a drug… It’s really hard […]